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Brief Feelings

by Paris Street

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1.
Mary Ann 01:22
Mary Ann’s shenanigans have not yet worn thin on me Because she’s shenaniganning while she’s grinding on my knee And her face is far too close to mine and she reeks of Jack or Crown But she subtly lifts her skirt every time my gaze moves down Mary Ann wants a man who will bite hard on her breasts I tell her, ‘speak of the devil’, and can tell there’s interest But I know this game enough to know for worse or (likely) better This will be the one and only time that we will share together But she then moves back too quickly and she falls right off her stool And I help her up as her sister comes and gives a stern rebuke Reminding Mary Ann she’s had three back surgeries She’s stunned sober – there will be no more grinding on my knee She is given only water for the next hour or so There is still a spark of mischief but no fuel to make it go And before she leaves I admit that I’m still weirdly smitten She smiles, hobbles away, coccyx sore and breasts unbitten
2.
Wax Fruit 03:23
You were irascible without even knowing what that means Somehow I was not as nervous as perhaps the moment deemed We were a tragedy with comedic undertones Resplendent in a failure we could solely call our own (It happened at a party – I guess it was a warehouse rave But I don’t think that they call them warehouse raves anymore these days And the white kids they were dancing the way upper class kids do That is to say they were to dance as wax fruit is to food) It was uncomfortable in so many different ways Least of all the music drowned out all we tried to say The pills you’d taken were taking too long to kick in I wish I had the foresight to have gone dibs on them We served our social purpose, we were ready to move on, there Was too little weekend left to remain any longer We set out to make up for the evening’s waste of time With nervous smiles and pills and whatever failures we could find
3.
A purple coke straw somehow lying on my bathroom floor I’m pretty certain that it’s never been there before Amongst the mis-swept beard trimmings and the scuffed tiles Making it seem like I’ve got a far more exciting lifestyle How did it get there and to whom does it belong? Must I retrace the past day’s comes and gones? I guess I gotta know, or else it’ll bug me for a while The internet installer with the repressed Russian past The ex-girlfriend who still comes around from time to time (don’t ask) The neighbor who brings me fresh herbs cut from her garden It’d be a tad unfair to point the finger at any of them It’s not a bar bathroom, no seamy bachelor pad No corporate Christmas parties have been had It would be nice to know, to solve this inessential problem On one end, still plenty of left behind residue No time to waste, I guess, no need to sniff up every molecule It’s been some time, but I totally know that spongy feeling But it’s not mine, no way, no how, I ain’t misremembering But how did it get there and to whom did it belong? Did I get my non-misremembering wrong? Maybe I’ll never know, maybe some paths are not worth following
4.
Square One 04:02
I did not know what I had hoped for But there was nothing in your eyes I watched you shuffle towards the back door You didn’t bother with goodbyes In the unceasing Friday-night-ness The bar’s familiar drunken churn I wallowed softly in my own mess I let anxiety return The night had barely even started Already filled with could-have-beens Back to the usual foreboding With no catharsis to be found Only more drinks and more self-loathing Lessons deferred, emotions drowned Do not lament what never started The could-have-beens had yet to be There’s no new course yet to be charted There’s nothing else to distract me
5.
Over tonight Over as if planned Over before it even began Over tonight Over in time Overanalyzed Over this short rollercoaster ride Over in time It was short and slightly sweet A flash within a flash No time for regrets, at least No fights, no tears, no crash But what if we had actually tried? Had been of clearer, sober mind With fatalism set aside Who knows what could have been Together still with doubt removed A joy we’re unaccustomed to I briefly felt it – how ‘bout you? Who knows, who knows, who knows where we’d be then Over tonight Over as if planned Over before it even began Over tonight

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released February 3, 2023

Written and performed by Carl Polgar.

Recorded January of 2021 in Sacramento, California, then again in September And October of 2021 in Sacramento and Simi Valley, then once more from October to December of 2022 in Sacramento.

Tools: Audacity, classical guitar, egg shaker, electric guitar, Gord Downie memorial 4-color pen, LMMS, Reaper, SnareBuzz, Spitfire Audio, ukulele bass.

Mastering: The SoundLAB.

Photo: 'A purple coke straw . . .', May 2021.

Thanks: Sarah, Tori

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